Purpose and Meaning of life

I always wonder what is the meaning and purpose of life?. Time in and timeout I find myself in crossroads.

I wonder is it me alone?. Am I alone?

We were born and go through the ritual of schooling.. conditioned .. made dumb by the society, with view that thinking different is punishable... Thinking different does not mean you become completely go out of focus, become eccentric, going out of circle, they become problem creators to society.

What I meant by thinking different is, ability to express ourselves in creative ways, ability to provide our thoughts, feelings and actions in unique way, where we are able to contribute ourselves to others and societies, with in the confinements and codes of societies, in  the best possible ways and means !

Move towards life, blind folded like herd of sheep...

Get up.. Morning routine...run for the work.. "Bang your head in the workplace".. drive book home... eat and sleep....

For me its a vicious circle!. ...Road to Death?.. May be .. because life does not
make sense or much sense.

We have been forced to earn.. Buy lot of luxuries things whether we need or not, just to show it our environment, that we have all those.....

We become envious with people around us.. may not develop the mind-set that we too can learn or gain what they have!

There is never a moment, we think higher forms of existence.. even if we think of that higher forms of existence... its only about asking for more!...We want more and more what we have

we want more money..money..money..its all what we think all the time.

we want more power..power power.. this is what most of us craving for...without understanding that with more power comes... more responsibility. how many of us are willing to take responsibility taking the additional responsibility that comes with additional power.

We want more and more of everything.. there is a burning desire .. strong desire.. which makes us to forget the higher form of energy.

When we pray we expect the god to give what we want, if he does not, we become atheist, saying god is no where, its all attitude related problem.

We don't understand that god is great, because he never gives what we want rather he gives what is better to us. He runs a amazing Mainframe computer, taking accountability of everything what we did, doing.. and relates results of our karma, manifest it, in front of us, connect the dots between past to future, through present.

People run after Gurus.. Especially Modern Gurus... the Gadget Gurus..The Hi-fi & Wi-Fi Gurus...I am not blaming or hurting anyone. I am just saying there are fake Gurus in the market ...Great number of imported Gurus from India to Western world during 18th & 19th Century, has created billion dollar business.

Some are clever enough to Implement, the route back the same business model to india, with population of a one billion with 80% of believer of god, some of these fake gurus,  generate million dollar business in the name of Spirituality and the make luxury living out of this, violating the very purpose of why they have become Guru in the first place.

I guess I am deviating from the topic what I intended to write about. I am Just saying if you could get up early in the Morning probably say around 4.30am, Brush and Wash your face.

Just go to open space or if it is not possible just sit in a clean room light a lamp (Check Hindu Lamp, a small vessel made of metal, you will put a cotton wick, and then you have to pour Ghee (Ghee is a oil made from milk) and then light the lamp with a match stick) in front of you.

Just close your Eyes.. Relax.. Relax.. Relax...Let your mind think what it wants... it will jump.. here and there..so many images..thoughts...feelings.. hurts.. sounds.. noises.. everything will be there..just observe like your watching a movie... it will get slow down after 20 minutes.. It will calm down.. slowly .. slowly...slowly.. You will see your thoughts become lighter.. 

There you go.. You keep practising daily.. with in few weeks.. You start to understand... with in few Months....You will stop talking...

You will start to listening... Listening to everything...Listening to Universe...

You will listen the Message.. Meaning.. Purpose of life.. Directly from Universe...

Universe will speak to you.. You can ask all questions.. But be patient...

Universe will reveal itself to you... Reveal everything to you ... Everything to you directly...

Amazing Experience..

But the Strange part of this experience.. You stop talking.. You never speak much.. Because you have answers for everything.

That's why They say " If one does not know anything he can't speak much, like normal person, If one person Knows everything also does not speak much, like a Yogi/Guru. Hindusim - Dakshinamurthy -  Lord Shiva is Mouna Guru (Guru who sits north faces South Meditating silently) because he has answer for everything, only fools speak a lot".

Guess I am like a fool, but then I am happy to be a fool to reveal the truth to you... So that you can take this high path of truth.

Best Wishes to you for finding the purpose and Meaning of your life.

If you find.. Please let me know!

Regards

Srivatchan.